..for da bullshit moment..

Sometimes aku wonder.. Wat had happen to us.. Sometimes we are da most sweet couple.. After awhile, we are just like other couple.. Fight, cry, and wat so eva.. Wat life done to me.. Why everyday we must shout at each other.. Cant we just live peacefully.. Sometimes he always think that I'm da one who always making mistake.. But sometimes I always think that he da one who always looking for my mistake.. Maybe everybody disurve just 1 changes.. Maybe not.. Why life must be like this? Why I cant have a wonderful moment..? Bullshit la if he da one who always been perfect & Im da want who always wrong.. B, i always try to be perfevt but sometimes I just wanna be who I was.. Da other side of me that u neva know.. U always think u know me alot.. But actually u'r not b.. Sorry but I dont know wat gonna happen to us.. Daaa~~

..howw suck my life is..

serious ari nie akuw begang ahap gaban nyer.. Dah la ari tue dah dpt tiket gi shout award.. then tetibe ez dia bz.. then xpergi.. Sbr je.. Ari nie lax xdpt g Puncak Talent.. Gara-gara ez xle kuar ofis.. Then aku check mail aku, job yg aku mohon kena reject.. Then boleh lax ez bntai anta msg "Mlm nie xnk on9 smp 5pg? Maen Dota smp kul 5 pg konon tp chatting dgn mamat sape tah! Xpe xkesah nt u delete gak.. Nympah org myspace ni lg2 nk cover lg mluat! Org cmni xpernah jujur dlm hdup! Em.." Bpk begang.. i jz maen dota dat night tp dia bole bantai tuduh yg bukan2.. Pale hotak ko.. sbr je aku.. Selame nyer kalo aku mengamok giler2 aku senyap je.. tpp klu aku tertinggi suara tue baru sikit.. Elakkan suatu hari nnti aku mengamok je.. Kalu ko anggap aku penipu kenapa ko masih syg aku? Kenapa ko xtinggalkan aje aku.. Sape aku pd ko kalo aku nie penipu.. Pk la dulu sebelum ckp.. Aku jujur ngn ko then ko tuduh aku mcm2.. Serez.. XDE SAPE KAT DUNIA NIE PAHAM AKU.. semo nak tuduh aku itu ini.. xcaye aku.. mama, famly aku, ez, kwn2 semo cm pantek.. semo xphm perasaan aku.. kate je nk phm.. tp ble aku perlu kan dorg.. WAT HAPPEN? dorg xde dismping aku.. dah la.. lebih baek aku pergi je.. drpd hidup kusut masai cmni..

..segalanya hancur..

Hari nie sepatutnyer jd hari yg paling bahgia buat aku.. Sepatutnyer hari nie aku ke Puncak Talent.. Tapi psgn lessy yg sial tue xbg ez kuar.. Alamatnyer aku pun terkena tempias la.. Ez gado ngn dowg.. then ngamok kt aku.. Sbr je aku time msg ngn ez.. Lgpun bkn slh dia.. Tp aku harap sgt dpt pergi hari nie.. cz ini lah impian aku, inilah cita-cita ku.. And now, segala-gala nyer hancur into pieces.. Im so sad.. 2jam je lagi tinggal and aku still kt rumah.. Owh God.. I really2 hope i can go.. Nape dunia nie kejam sgt? Apa yg aku mintak, aku mohon, aku impi xpernah tercapai.. Tp ape yg xaku harapkan mesti tercapai.. Adakah ini blsn utk aku? Atau akibat tiada restu? Owh God.. plz la.. Diz is my dream.. Sejauh mane aku pergi aku tetap inginkan ini.. Plz God.. Plz..

..wat a bad day..

waa... pedup nyer aku.. pagi-pagi lagi mama dah wat aku fedup.. dah r pagi-pagi aku dah migrain.. then dia xpaham.. pastu nak mengamok.. bapak r fedup.. waaa... sabar je aku.. dah r bukan nak paham aku.. eee...