..cOupLe TriP tO h0neYmoOn cHrisTmaS..

He's so cute in diz pic

Having fun play out with snow..
(Ezhar, Syicie, Eg)

Our sweet moment

Me and Babe (My Best Sis) before out for snow

End of da story..!

..for da bullshit moment..

Sometimes aku wonder.. Wat had happen to us.. Sometimes we are da most sweet couple.. After awhile, we are just like other couple.. Fight, cry, and wat so eva.. Wat life done to me.. Why everyday we must shout at each other.. Cant we just live peacefully.. Sometimes he always think that I'm da one who always making mistake.. But sometimes I always think that he da one who always looking for my mistake.. Maybe everybody disurve just 1 changes.. Maybe not.. Why life must be like this? Why I cant have a wonderful moment..? Bullshit la if he da one who always been perfect & Im da want who always wrong.. B, i always try to be perfevt but sometimes I just wanna be who I was.. Da other side of me that u neva know.. U always think u know me alot.. But actually u'r not b.. Sorry but I dont know wat gonna happen to us.. Daaa~~

..howw suck my life is..

serious ari nie akuw begang ahap gaban nyer.. Dah la ari tue dah dpt tiket gi shout award.. then tetibe ez dia bz.. then xpergi.. Sbr je.. Ari nie lax xdpt g Puncak Talent.. Gara-gara ez xle kuar ofis.. Then aku check mail aku, job yg aku mohon kena reject.. Then boleh lax ez bntai anta msg "Mlm nie xnk on9 smp 5pg? Maen Dota smp kul 5 pg konon tp chatting dgn mamat sape tah! Xpe xkesah nt u delete gak.. Nympah org myspace ni lg2 nk cover lg mluat! Org cmni xpernah jujur dlm hdup! Em.." Bpk begang.. i jz maen dota dat night tp dia bole bantai tuduh yg bukan2.. Pale hotak ko.. sbr je aku.. Selame nyer kalo aku mengamok giler2 aku senyap je.. tpp klu aku tertinggi suara tue baru sikit.. Elakkan suatu hari nnti aku mengamok je.. Kalu ko anggap aku penipu kenapa ko masih syg aku? Kenapa ko xtinggalkan aje aku.. Sape aku pd ko kalo aku nie penipu.. Pk la dulu sebelum ckp.. Aku jujur ngn ko then ko tuduh aku mcm2.. Serez.. XDE SAPE KAT DUNIA NIE PAHAM AKU.. semo nak tuduh aku itu ini.. xcaye aku.. mama, famly aku, ez, kwn2 semo cm pantek.. semo xphm perasaan aku.. kate je nk phm.. tp ble aku perlu kan dorg.. WAT HAPPEN? dorg xde dismping aku.. dah la.. lebih baek aku pergi je.. drpd hidup kusut masai cmni..

..segalanya hancur..

Hari nie sepatutnyer jd hari yg paling bahgia buat aku.. Sepatutnyer hari nie aku ke Puncak Talent.. Tapi psgn lessy yg sial tue xbg ez kuar.. Alamatnyer aku pun terkena tempias la.. Ez gado ngn dowg.. then ngamok kt aku.. Sbr je aku time msg ngn ez.. Lgpun bkn slh dia.. Tp aku harap sgt dpt pergi hari nie.. cz ini lah impian aku, inilah cita-cita ku.. And now, segala-gala nyer hancur into pieces.. Im so sad.. 2jam je lagi tinggal and aku still kt rumah.. Owh God.. I really2 hope i can go.. Nape dunia nie kejam sgt? Apa yg aku mintak, aku mohon, aku impi xpernah tercapai.. Tp ape yg xaku harapkan mesti tercapai.. Adakah ini blsn utk aku? Atau akibat tiada restu? Owh God.. plz la.. Diz is my dream.. Sejauh mane aku pergi aku tetap inginkan ini.. Plz God.. Plz..

..khas utk si dia yg ku cinta..

Blog ini ditujukan kepada Mohd Ezhar Mohd Razal b. Abdullah..

Bumblebee.. I got something to tell you.. I know right now u need someone.. Im sorry if sometimes I cant be dat someone.. Bee.. Dinda tahu bee sedih tentang Apan.. I know his like a good brother to you.. & now bee akan kehilangan dia.. I tahu betapa sayang nyer u pada dia.. kerna semasa kita lepak di Maulana tadi bee byk tell me bout Apan.. ada juga part dat I was sad bout it.. Actually tp dinda dah nak nangis dah.. Cz dinda nampak betapa sayang nyer bee kat dia.. Bee takut kehilangan dia.. Kerna dia tiada peganti nya.. Bee.. Bersabar okay.. 4 now marilah kita sama-sama doakan keselamatan dia.. Moga dia terlepas.. Amin.. Bee.. Sabar k.. I luph u so much.. & Im woory bout u bee.. U mesti tabah.. Ini dugaan hidup.. Andai kata nyawanya sudah tiba, tiada siapa yang mampu menghalangnya.. Tabahkan la hati & berdoa agar mereka diterima di sisi Allah.. Semoga pahalanya lebih besar dari dosa.. Amin..

..al-kisah berjumpa mertua ku..

dat day was da most beautiul day ever.. i go out wit Ez (as usual) go anywhere we want.. it was da day dat i love.. until....."hello..hmmm..emm.."(i didnt remember da conversation) "Lg 15mnt eibu dtg.. she wanna meet u.. " wat!! ur mother wanna come here.. & more disaster is ur mom wanna meet me.. OMG!! arghh!! im scare.. im scare.. how im gonna face her.. i neva meet someone who called 'MAK MERTUA'.. owh no...nonono.. i must cool down k baby.. get strong.. its nothing.. jz meet eibu & dady.. chat a bit & bla.. huh.. its easy.. but i must giv a gud impresion.. arghh!! god.. save me.. or jz kill me now... huh.. after i calm down.. we went to meet his parentz at maulana near ktm serdang.. then his parentz sent me home.. i talk wit his m0m abit.. & im ok.. but still nervous.. tp i show my real me.. so dat they know me..

p/s... 4 dos who gonna meet their in law...better u gave them a gud 1st impression.. so dat u r do not lie (plus mae a sin) & they knew who u r.. i know its gonna shock u petah lg when they da 1 who making supriz.. but if u ok, frenly, nice, im sure they gona like u.. if not u may take of ur feet.. huhuhu..btw it nice to know our mertua.. nice to have a talk wit them.. but 1 thing u must remember.. if both of u or only u not getting serious wit da relation...better u do not meet his/her parents.. cz when u already know them, agk malu bg u tok tinggalkn dia.. cz u know his/her parentz

..m0nsTer vs aLieNs..

Its a col story u noe.. i & Ez already watch da movie on 23 May 2009.. Its funny.. I mean really2 funny.. I like da BOB character.. His da blue monster.. He actually from tomato.. Den he change to a monters dat canot be dead.. haha.. Susan is a gul who got da bad luck.. Shez actually gona maried his fiance but ea dihempap meteor & she become big & tall.. so funny until da last part.. BOB though Derek is his fiance (maklumla he got no brain.. haha..) He told evryone.. "What?! He cheat on me..." wkakaka.. abit blur?? huhu.. better u watch it lox.. it so cool.. so funny.. btw it was Ezhar first cartoon movie.. i mean da first cartoon movie he watch a cinema.. hehehe.. soey kanda.. kehkehkeh

..pertemuan syicear..

Jz a few days after i copel wit Ridhwan, i contet back wit Ez.. i try to call him but he didnt answer.. so i jz when back to sleep..

3a.m.
i awake bcz babe memekak secara tiba2.. suddenly i got a call.. ezhar tayunk.. OMG..! k.. cool down.. jz pick up da pon & answer it ok.. its simple like abc.. so i pick up his call.. we're talk & talk until 5.30 am.. its great to contet wit him.. talk togeda & laugh out loud.. huhu..

kitorg keep on contet & contet tnpa pengetahuan Wan.. then suddenly Ezhar prupose me back.. he said he sorry 4 wat happen in our relationship before.. he ask 4 my forgiveness & he promiz he neva gona do da same thing to me back..

i had alot though whether wanna accept him or not.. by da time my head start dizzy so bad, Wan said sorry to me.. he said he wanna breakup wit me.. den im ok wit it n the next day im be wit Ez.. hehe.. LOVE HIM DAMN MUCH..

..syizehar past..

theres alwz be a guy in our life.. we neva plan to get too know him until he be da one.. my simlpe been so beautiful since he came back to my life.. Mohd Ezhar b. Modh Razali, a simple name but full with love.. actually, kitorg dah copel since 21 January 2008.. he prupose me on 19 Jan.. perkenalan kitorg start when haikal aka ice text me by using his no.. then kitorg bknln, talk & talk til we fall in love.. but dat time jodoh ktorg xpnjg.. we break up on June 2008.. he cheated on me with ma on bestfren.. whats such is she is his brother gulfren.. but now i know...he do all dat bcz his brother ask him too.. he accept it & let me go bcz he didnt luph me..